i came across the universe of my life last night. i marvel through what had happened and how my life turned out to be this way. my life was lived in a not-so-sought-after or even a not-so-meaningful-existence. it is ordinarily lived like everyone else have.

i made mistakes like all of us do. some of it had a material consequences that i’m currently still enduring. i made lots and lots of it. some or maybe most of it, were as stupid as it gets. we all do made them and i guess we humans are so good at it…in commiting mistakes over and over again. but i still strive to make everything better, i guess with that part we all do. yet we can’t seem to put it in actions, do we?

the hardest part of living a life is doing the things we’ve learned most especially if we learned a thing or two in the most unimaginable, unrighteous, or even unlikely ways we know how. we’ve often go and say things, just saying it all out in the open and not opting to make a move or do something with it. like i said, it’s the hardest part.

acceptance, as what some philosophical minds would say, is the first step for renewal to happen. it might not be easy, yet you have to…if you want your life to be better. that’s what the rule book would say. accept first that you’re a sinner, weak, a loser, stupid, miserable…accept first that you’re human.Capable of anything, of being a jerk or capable of just being plainly human.after acceptance everything goes downhill from there.

like i said, we are all humans…capabale of anything.we might be too stupid to think that we are only capable of messing up…well, i guess it’s a two way street…

this is what i think, if we’re capable of messing things up for the stupidiest reason, i think, we’re also so capable of cleaning all out our mess and turn it into something good.like i said, we’re capable of anything.

if we can kill a person, then why can’t we save lives?

if we can steal a thing, then why can’t we give for charity?

if we can boast and be so loud and talk non-sense at all, then why can’t we put those voices into sounds of Love or even of Humanity?

if we can destroy anything that God has given to us, then why can’t we just preserve it and create something for goodness sake, even if it’s not Christmas?

if we can break anyone’s heart, then why can’t we just hold those gentle hearts and nourish them with love?

if all of these things are a lot to ask, then, maybe…just maybe…i’d like you to try…like i said again, it’s the hardest part.

now are you ready to tackle the hardest part of our lives?

i called that part… CHANGE.