im in the inside looking out…of my journey… of my failures(so many)…of my success(if there’s any)…of my soul…of my heart and of my love.

at the end of the day, i still feel so blessed…even when things in my life (almost all of the things in my life) aren’t working out. i dream of dreams, yet these dreams are slowly and gradually slipping away.i wanted it badly to last yet time and chance won’t allow them. apart from it all, i know and i’m personally saying it out loud…i’m still blessed. i’m defintely blessed by many things and most of it are intangible. im definitely wealthy with intagible things. i think all of us do, or so i thought.

my best mentors of aknowledging what’s really important in life are my parents. simplicity in being was all they could taught us first hand.even when we were kids, i and my two brothers, can live with anything and anywhere so long as we’re together, so long as we could still eat at least three meals a day.my parents worked so hard to earn and to give us a simple yet comfortable life.

yes, we’re living in simplicity, but not without any aspirations at all.we’re full of it. we’re in constant struggle in our every step in achieving our different ambitions and goals in life.

comparing the three of us, i with all unlucky steps i took, fall behind.im so behind that it took me a much longer time to take another step in this dream-path.a hump and a bump here and there, takes me so long in this trip. but nonetheless, it will be worthwhile.my faith is still yet my feet is shaking now…that;s why i’m taking a brief breather inside me to look out what i’m missing out and on how i’m gonna take another step again…in a much shorter time.

i’m now inside…looking out.