the hardest thing to do, is to wait… letting time flies without me doing a thing, is a total bane for me…it’s unacceptable, it’s absolutely ridiculous…maybe, patience is way out of my league. i haven’t learn a thing or two about patience in general, maybe because i never wanted to. for this year, i don’t know if i wasted 10 months of my life, but on the second thought, i don’t think that my 10 months were all put into waste…i mean, i’ve fallen so badly…i’ve basically became what i’ve been avoiding to be all my life…i’ve became a FIASCO, in some ways, but nonetheless, i learned my lesson well, as a matter of fact, i’ve learned it so well, that i’m now taking careful and measured steps, so as not to fall prey again to my aggresive and foolish nature… God! experience costs a fortune…i must say..it just cost me my life’s savings…at least, not my life…that’s the worst thing that could happen…and it may cost me money, sp to speak, but not my heart, not my love, not my family…my God…that would definitely be a tragedy…what happened to me and cathy, might consider be a tragedy, but for what it’s worth, it triggers a bountiful of hope in us…i know God planned it well down to a tee, of what should rteally happen to our lives…im still faithful that at the end of it all…things will definitely be what i’m praying for…

May God make me and cathy and the whole of my family a better servants of HIS will…

im celebrating LIFE…still…i opted to…hope you can join me…